Book Info
Author: SA Collins
Series: Angels of Mercy
Release Date: November 18, 2019
ISBN: 978-1-951057-52-7
Format: ePub, Mobi
Cover Artist: S.A. Collins
Category: Literary/Genre Fiction
Genre: Contemporary
Word Count: 102200
Book Length: Long Novel
Sex Content: Explicit
Pairing: MM
Orientation: Gay
Identity: Cisgender
Warning: homophobic slurs and homophobic violence
Excerpt
Before the Fall
SA Collins © 2019
All Rights Reserved
I’ll fight for you…
The phone buzzed, and the screen was replaced by Marco’s glorious face. I nearly dropped the damned thing because it surprised me when it went off, as if he could sense I was reaching out across the ether to him. I was reaching and as usual he was there.
His smile glowed from my phone, and tears fell, blurring and obscuring his glorious and transcendent beauty. It kept buzzing, waiting for me to answer it—each throbbing, rattling motion pleading for me to answer his call.
One more ring and it’ll slip to voice mail. I declined the call—hating myself to hell and gone for doing so, knowing he wouldn’t let it go. A beat.
No voice mail.
Another call.
I let it ring through, sagging against my pillow and weeping like the fucking social retard I was. And I am not the type of person to use the word retard with ease. If I used it, I fucking meant it. And in reference to me, I meant it. Deeply. I was an inept and undeserving boyfriend. He was mythic; he was a god. A god who stumbled, but didn’t they all in those mythic legends? Why should my guy be any different? I was the little fag boy who belonged in the shadows. I deserved to be cast back there—where I belonged.
No voice mail.
I should’ve answered. A reminder that there were a great many things I should’ve…but didn’t. I rolled over in my bed, clutching the pillow closer to me.
Silence, oppressive and weighted, pressed in around me.
The phone buzzed.
I picked it up and looked at the text from Marco.
Marco Sforza: I get it. I’ll leave you alone. Good night, my dearest love…miss you—M
I broke.
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